I think I'm interesting, have some good hobbies, and I'm pretty outgoing. I usually use shaving razors + pencil sharpeners but they don't go as deep + bleed as much anymore.? All I do now is play video games, surf reddit, and make half hearted attempts at job searching until I give up when there's nothing I could conceivably see myself doing. I used to trust people way too much and they just used that to hurt me. I'd heard all of it, but I'd chosen to believe it wasn't true, that I was the crazy one. Research your decisions fully. Visit r/Fakerepostsleuthbot - I'm not perfect, but you can help. Things that almost made sense, like she WANTED to do things like this.
There was beauty in these dreams they all had. i can almost guarantee that it will help. I'm 27 years old and I have to run to my parents every few weeks for help.
It's just confusing being 27 and feeling like I haven't matured emotionally or professionally in years. They pondered. I would end up not knowing if the things I heard were in my head or spoken by someone.
don't trust self anymore depression The world feels empty and like there's no place in it for me. Thank you so much.
Of course, having my history of mental issues, I knew it wasn't real, and I tried to ignore it. Having a family with a person with schizophrenia? ._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ{display:block;padding:0 16px;width:100%;border:1px solid var(--newCommunityTheme-body);border-radius:4px;box-sizing:border-box}._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ:hover{background-color:var(--newCommunityTheme-primaryButtonTintedEighty);border-color:var(--newCommunityTheme-primaryButtonTintedEighty)}._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ._2FebEA49ReODemDlwzYHSR,._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ:active,._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ:hover{color:var(--newCommunityTheme-bodyText);fill:var(--newCommunityTheme-bodyText)}._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ._2FebEA49ReODemDlwzYHSR,._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ:active{background-color:var(--newCommunityTheme-primaryButtonShadedEighty);border-color:var(--newCommunityTheme-primaryButtonShadedEighty)}._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ:disabled,._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ[data-disabled],._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ[disabled]{background-color:var(--newCommunityTheme-primaryButtonTintedFifty);border-color:var(--newCommunityTheme-primaryButtonTintedFifty);color:rgba(var(--newCommunityTheme-bodyText),.5);fill:rgba(var(--newCommunityTheme-bodyText),.5);cursor:not-allowed}._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ:active,._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ:disabled,._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ:hover,._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ[data-disabled],._1zyZUfB30L-DDI98CCLJlQ[disabled]{border:1px solid var(--newCommunityTheme-body)}._1O2i-ToERP3a0i4GSL0QwU,._1uBzAtenMgErKev3G7oXru{display:block;fill:var(--newCommunityTheme-body);height:22px;width:22px}._1O2i-ToERP3a0i4GSL0QwU._2ilDLNSvkCHD3Cs9duy9Q_,._1uBzAtenMgErKev3G7oXru._2ilDLNSvkCHD3Cs9duy9Q_{height:14px;width:14px}._2kBlhw4LJXNnk73IJcwWsT,._1kRJoT0CagEmHsFjl2VT4R{height:24px;padding:0;width:24px}._2kBlhw4LJXNnk73IJcwWsT._2ilDLNSvkCHD3Cs9duy9Q_,._1kRJoT0CagEmHsFjl2VT4R._2ilDLNSvkCHD3Cs9duy9Q_{height:14px;width:14px}._3VgTjAJVNNV7jzlnwY-OFY{font-size:14px;line-height:32px;padding:0 16px}._3VgTjAJVNNV7jzlnwY-OFY,._3VgTjAJVNNV7jzlnwY-OFY._2ilDLNSvkCHD3Cs9duy9Q_{font-weight:700;letter-spacing:.5px;text-transform:uppercase}._3VgTjAJVNNV7jzlnwY-OFY._2ilDLNSvkCHD3Cs9duy9Q_{font-size:12px;line-height:24px;padding:4px 9px 2px;width:100%}._2QmHYFeMADTpuXJtd36LQs{font-size:14px;line-height:32px;padding:0 16px}._2QmHYFeMADTpuXJtd36LQs,._2QmHYFeMADTpuXJtd36LQs._2ilDLNSvkCHD3Cs9duy9Q_{font-weight:700;letter-spacing:.5px;text-transform:uppercase}._2QmHYFeMADTpuXJtd36LQs._2ilDLNSvkCHD3Cs9duy9Q_{font-size:12px;line-height:24px;padding:4px 9px 2px;width:100%}._2QmHYFeMADTpuXJtd36LQs:hover ._31L3r0EWsU0weoMZvEJcUA{display:none}._2QmHYFeMADTpuXJtd36LQs ._31L3r0EWsU0weoMZvEJcUA,._2QmHYFeMADTpuXJtd36LQs:hover ._11Zy7Yp4S1ZArNqhUQ0jZW{display:block}._2QmHYFeMADTpuXJtd36LQs ._11Zy7Yp4S1ZArNqhUQ0jZW{display:none}
._12xlue8dQ1odPw1J81FIGQ{display:inline-block;vertical-align:middle} Motivation works temporarily and I'm not suicidal but feel it's pointless to live like this.
One of the main issues is that my mind just feels cloudy and I can't see any potential paths.
I think you're on the right track with the vitamin issue. I try to dress well but when I see myself I think I look stupid. The beautiful thoughts never seemed it anymore. It Makes me second guess myself. I then came to a revelation that I shouldn't run from my problems anymore, and decided not to go. Also reliving past mistakes and having ruminating thoughts play a roll in making decisions. I often replied to it in sudden confusion, forgetting it was all in my head.
My friends and family expressed to me that they didn't think it was the best idea after I told them I was rethinking it. Turns out I forgot to buy cancellation insurance so I'm basically out another $700 and might not be able to fix my car, which isn't really drivable right now, and which I need for my job. My work with clients is nonjudgmental, supportive, and interactive.
I moved recently to a small town very far from my hometown. I'm super good at guitar, I'm tall, got a nice smile, great conversationalist, and can take some rad photos. Press J to jump to the feed. I know that what I'm putting down in words is true, for I am not crazy. But I don't know if I'm just running from my problems, as I taught English in Spain before and ended up depressed, I don't really know why as my lifestyle was pretty cool.
I don't even pay rent.
I have just been questioning myself lately since I have so much alone time. Their hope.